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He always knew he had acute hearing, and often times he had been told it was a gift he should feel blessed to have. Growing up, he wondered if hearing his parents' every argument was considered a blessing. So many times he had wanted to ask, but after his mother's untimely death he figured that to even bring up her memory would be bad karma in some way or another, at least, that's what his grandmother's 'wise' words dictated: do not speak ill will of the dead. He had also wanted to point out that it wasn't any ill will at all -- he cared for his mother very much, it was towards his father his ill will was directed. But, nevertheless, h

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Journal Entry: Tue Sep 18, 2007, 7:52 PM
  • Mood: Pride
  • Listening to: run - snow patrol
  • Reading: 'rise to rebellion' - shaara

we're [bound] to be afraid.



'ello lovelies. <3


not much to report from my end...not for several months, it seems.
life is uneventful, but pretty goddamn rad.

life has changed a lot for me since school started. i went back to live with my mom, but i still only see her twice a week. i'm working a part-time job on top of everything else i'm doing, and i'm beginning to really like what i do. [i work in retail]

i never really did get to have my grand adventure this summer [i never made it up to NC, in other words], but it all happens for reasons i don't have to understand yet.

school is a bitch. nine classes, three of them being AP and two being online, is a lot of work...but for once, i'm enjoying what i'm learning [with the exception of chemistry]. AP psychology is a really great class and i'm excited to see what this major will bring to me in a couple of years when i [hopefully] get into the university of florida. <3

i've been hopping from subject to subject, but back to my family... i don't have to go to individual therapy any more. i'm a lot less anxious and have begun to deal with my problems head on. <3 my mom doesn't stress me anymore [because i tell her not to], and i'm slowly learning that i deserve to be loved. (: and am loved.

my friends are still the fantastic people they always have been, but the more i think about it, the LESS drama there seems to be [ironically]. i think we're all growing up a lot and realizing that we only have two years left together. there's no time for senseless bullshit, just more fun and stuff.

i get my car at the end of the month. (: so there will be more fun to be had [and more money spent].


for all of you interested in my love life [it is a very popular question nowadays], i'm fine. we're fine. we will leave it at that. <3



hm.
i will have a new domain soon.
any name suggestions will be gladly appreciated.



homecoming is in a couple of weeks.
i bought my dress today. it's crimson with a black overlay.
ohmygod it's so pretty. nobody will be here to appreciate it. .-.
but i'll still feel beautiful. (:


the only two negatives to life right now [besides a lack of free time] are that i can't speak to my far-away friends as often, and there are people in my own school that won't shut the fuck up about me.

but these are minor things that will be dealt with.
i have always loved a scandal, and darling,
if you don't leave me the fuck alone, i'll be sure to deliver it to you.
<3



but that's okay. jealousy is an ugly emotion, and this time, i am on the hated end. [it's a nice change].



i have all i need.

love,
jessica.



ps - themes will come as soon as i have more than ten free moments to sit down and write.
but i will finish the list. for i love jane. <3

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~SarcasticxPoetess:iconSarcasticxPoetess: Nov 30, 2007, 10:05:54 PM
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*NenaLuna:iconNenaLuna: May 8, 2007, 6:19:43 PM
thank you for stopping by my table and signing my book at jacon!
~iuvixra:iconiuvixra: Apr 26, 2007, 9:57:30 AM
Love you

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~thexhystericxeskimo:iconthexhystericxeskimo: Feb 14, 2007, 11:39:46 PM
HAPPY FUCKING BIRTHDAY.
I LOVE YOU. <3
I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU!

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*Sessha:iconSessha: Feb 11, 2007, 12:07:59 PM
AAAAHHHHH

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~Reynanana:iconReynanana: Nov 19, 2006, 5:24:47 PM
83 *makes sexy noises* <3

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~Artists-in-FL:iconArtists-in-FL: Sep 27, 2006, 11:58:42 AM
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~xMuRdErXScEnEx:iconxMuRdErXScEnEx: Jul 18, 2006, 4:25:53 PM
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N0 o.N.e L<3v3s m3....f0r I aM i.n Lo\/3 wiTH tHE W0rLd. <x3
~MakeshiftLlove:iconMakeshiftLlove: Jul 15, 2006, 8:14:15 PM
Dang. I love you Yippyskippy!
<3
~StrangeDuet:iconStrangeDuet: Jul 5, 2006, 4:15:05 PM
I have no devious thoughts. D:

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~StrangeDuet:iconStrangeDuet: Jul 5, 2006, 4:14:29 PM
..... O_O

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~StrangeDuet:iconStrangeDuet: Jul 4, 2006, 12:09:17 AM
Kaoru, will you marry me?

Kthnxbye.

Love,
Nee. &hearts;

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~thexhystericxeskimo:iconthexhystericxeskimo: Jun 15, 2006, 12:27:20 AM
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I GOT IT. AHHHH

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~thexhystericxeskimo:iconthexhystericxeskimo: Jun 15, 2006, 12:26:54 AM
RAAHHHH

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~Half-a-heart:iconHalf-a-heart: Jun 12, 2006, 2:29:59 PM
Why, thank you very much, Kaoru. :excited:

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~coneblue:iconconeblue: Jun 5, 2006, 12:57:08 PM
You are back!!! YAYz!!!!! How was it? Hold on are you here? Nothing bad happened, right? You are not lost or anything right? Hold on, respond, RESPOND!!! You know what I'm going to go hunt you down!

Next stop Japan! I leaving soon, must start packing!

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~coneblue:iconconeblue: May 23, 2006, 8:29:24 AM
It's the end of the beginning, cher ami, yet it is still the beginning of the end.

I <3 you much, Jessy!

Jay

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~beyond-cloudy-skies:iconbeyond-cloudy-skies: Apr 27, 2006, 5:45:42 AM
I dunno if you got it or anything, so here's the message again...If I can, without sounding like Im rude an inviting myself over, I wanna stay before you go tp Japan, as long as you don't mind and it isn't an inconvienance.
~beyond-cloudy-skies:iconbeyond-cloudy-skies: Apr 22, 2006, 9:58:29 PM
Hey guess what, Ms. Quack Quack. Did you know I've never been to your house (either of them)? Not saying this coming weekend, but sometime before you go to Japan, I need to stay the night.
kthxbi
~Crucify-My-Love:iconCrucify-My-Love: Mar 16, 2006, 9:28:11 AM
I <3 Keeshin buses -has an idea for that- You shall see, Kaoru-chan, and it shall make you laugh and giggle!....If I ever get around to drawing it.
~xMuRdErXScEnEx:iconxMuRdErXScEnEx: Mar 13, 2006, 7:28:59 PM
ROFL. Keeshin buses

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~thexhystericxeskimo:iconthexhystericxeskimo: Feb 15, 2006, 1:56:42 AM
HAPPY FUCKING BIRTHDAY KAORU.

I Love You. <333333

I hope you have a great birthday and get all the presents you want. Sorry I didn't write you a present, my writer's block is still here. And it's understandable that I didn't want to give you a piece of shit. :D

<33333333333 Shane and/or Patty.

PS. HAPPY VALENTINES TOOOOOOO. <333333

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